Grace Found Me
Christmas 1986 I was alone, confused, without any hope of what I was going to do about a mistake that I thought I wanted but it was not a good choice. I have always wanted to experience what it would be like to be on my own. No responsibility for anyone other than myself. But the kicker is that I had a young child that I would need to care for. This deception in my mind and the lust of my flesh had me convinced that this would be good 4 me. The reality is that it was the worse Christmas holiday of all time, for me. I was living on my own and it was a lonely dark time at this small apt that I had. I had walked away from owning a home to renting. Go figure! That's just how lost and confused I was. I did not have a reason to walk away only that it was a lie that I had believed in my head. How scary it is to finally realize how deceptive my heart and mind can really be. I had, what now I consider a "good life". One thing is certain and that is that we will always have trou