Job Leon

  Ola .. and may our hearts cry out to our God.  Reading Jeremiah & oh how close America is walking like Judah.  May God’s people continually pray for America to return to God, and then God will replace the current leaders with new leaders that have a heart for God. Will you please pray with us?   Jeremiah 3:14 - 15 “Return, O backsliding children,” says the Lord; “for I am married to you. I will take you, one from a city and two from a family, and I will bring you to Zion.  And I will give you shepherds according to My heart, who will feed you with knowledge and understanding”

  are you let down? feeling out of control? overwhelmed? feeling lost & frustrated? Jesus is asking, do you want to be made whole? Matthew 15:30-32 Then great multitudes came to Him, having with them the lame, blind, mute, maimed, and many others; and they laid them down at Jesus’ feet, and He healed them. So the multitude marveled when they saw the mute speaking, the maimed made whole, the lame walking, and the blind seeing

My dear Child, The hardest part is always coming to terms with the truth. In any situation & or in any circumstance. Relationships are difficult because it takes two hearts. God intended for a relationship to work as two think about the other over themselves. But since we’re humans, we only lookout for ourselves & our selfish ways, then we fall short of love and respect for one another. I am my own kind of person with a huge heart that honestly love people!  But addiction always came 1st … and that creates a lot of chaos, hurt, anger, shame & frustration for any relationship. I truly love you! You are my heart & soul … but addiction never allows its person to have two loves … addiction has to be #1. I carry alot of shame & regrets .. and addiction makes it easier for me to live. Once you get caught up in this whirlwind.. it’s not so easy to get out. I often wonder about getting clean, but I am so deep & far into it that I can not see myself clean