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Mourning 9/22/2022

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I’m sad today because I’m really missing my little sister .. she was my crazy half, my pain in the butt, but she was my sister. I can’t talk to her, I can’t laugh with her and this grieving pain today is natural & it’s normal. This feeling of loss makes me different from animals, from trees and from everything else that God created; because I can feel the pain of a loss loved one….  My crazy twin left this earth exactly seven (7) months ago today and the sadness is still within my heart. I miss the idea of calling her just to hear what crazy stuff she’s been up to.  I also learned today as I’m mourning her loss, and that is, that it’s OK to grieve … that it’s natural … there’s no time limit and also I have hope now, because she’s no longer struggling with her regrets, her shame & the pain of losing her children. She is no longer hurting herself and I have found the freedom to let her go. She has found rest, peace and healing at last.  Be well my little sister in the arms of the