Journal from an Empty Nest Roller Coaster
· Open
door in San Dimas.
· Canceled
San Dimas because an open door in La Verne for $200 /month less.
· Slow
beginning and hardness of heart personnel
· Waiting.
· A
2nd door opens in West Covina for $100/month more.
· Still
Waiting on La Verne
Journal of December 2017
·
West
Covina becomes available, but waiting on La Verne
·
Must
let go of West Covina with hope in La Verne
·
12/14/2017
La Verne has rejected my application
·
12/18/2017
Contact Covina and yes studio available
·
12/23/2017
Move In
Journal of January 2018
·
Much
down time
·
Not
used to being alone
·
Reading
·
Going
to bed by 8pm
·
New
Years Eve alone and in bed by 9pm
·
Can’t
sleep
·
No
Appetite
·
No
desire to cook
·
Must
change my thought process and get out of this pit
·
Such
a serious loss and real pain, why?
·
Begin
to cry out to the Lord to help me to get through this phrase
·
Found
myself in sweet fellowship and renewed in spirit.
·
New
Hope that all will be whole
·
New
zeal in prayer for kids, revival, church, community and deliverance
·
Did
not die from being alone or from God’s perfect plan for children to grow up and
away from
parents.
Psalm 131
Lord, my heart is not haughty, Nor my
eyes lofty. Neither do I concern myself with great matters,
Nor with things too profound for me. Surely, I have calmed and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with his mother; Like a weaned child is my soul within me. O Israel, hope in the Lord from this time forth and forever.
Nor with things too profound for me. Surely, I have calmed and quieted my soul, like a weaned child with his mother; Like a weaned child is my soul within me. O Israel, hope in the Lord from this time forth and forever.
You
will keep him in perfect peace, Whose mind is stayed on You, Because he trusts in
You.
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