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Mourning 9/22/2022

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I’m sad today because I’m really missing my little sister .. she was my crazy half, my pain in the butt, but she was my sister. I can’t talk to her, I can’t laugh with her and this grieving pain today is natural & it’s normal. This feeling of loss makes me different from animals, from trees and from everything else that God created; because I can feel the pain of a loss loved one….  My crazy twin left this earth exactly seven (7) months ago today and the sadness is still within my heart. I miss the idea of calling her just to hear what crazy stuff she’s been up to.  I also learned today as I’m mourning her loss, and that is, that it’s OK to grieve … that it’s natural … there’s no time limit and also I have hope now, because she’s no longer struggling with her regrets, her shame & the pain of losing her children. She is no longer hurting herself and I have found the freedom to let her go. She has found rest, peace and healing at last.  Be well my little sister in t...

Prayer 4 America

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  Ola .. and may our hearts cry out to our God.  Reading Jeremiah & oh how close America is walking like Judah.  May God’s people continually pray for America to return to God, and then God will replace the current leaders with new leaders that have a heart for God. Will you please pray with us?   Jeremiah 3:14 - 15 “Return, O backsliding children,” says the Lord; “for I am married to you. I will take you, one from a city and two from a family, and I will bring you to Zion.  And I will give you shepherds according to My heart, who will feed you with knowledge and understanding”

WORD 4 TODAY

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  are you let down? feeling out of control? overwhelmed? feeling lost & frustrated? Jesus is asking, do you want to be made whole? Matthew 15:30-32 Then great multitudes came to Him, having with them the lame, blind, mute, maimed, and many others; and they laid them down at Jesus’ feet, and He healed them. So the multitude marveled when they saw the mute speaking, the maimed made whole, the lame walking, and the blind seeing

OPEN LETTER - FROM ADDICT TO CHILD

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My dear Child, The hardest part is always coming to terms with the truth. In any situation & or in any circumstance. Relationships are difficult because it takes two hearts. God intended for a relationship to work as two think about the other over themselves. But since we’re humans, we only lookout for ourselves & our selfish ways, then we fall short of love and respect for one another. I am my own kind of person with a huge heart that honestly love people!  But addiction always came 1st … and that creates a lot of chaos, hurt, anger, shame & frustration for any relationship. I truly love you! You are my heart & soul … but addiction never allows its person to have two loves … addiction has to be #1. I carry alot of shame & regrets .. and addiction makes it easier for me to live. Once you get caught up in this whirlwind.. it’s not so easy to get out. I often wonder about getting clean, but I am so deep & far into it that I can not see myself c...

Dr Joe Rogan

  After testing positive for COVID-19 last month, White followed in Rogan’s footsteps by taking a cocktail of doctor-prescribed medication, including combination of Ivermectin, Z-Pak, Prednisone, and monoclonal antibodies, along with an NAD and Vitamin C drip. Five days later, White declared himself COVID-free and thanked “Dr. Joe Rogan” for the supposed medical advice.

Prophets 1/3/2022

 Ladies thank you so much for the invitation last night. These are my notes from what I took down and could remember. What I heard in Pentecost meeting last night.  Let us watch & pray  1) 2022 Will be the  year of favor from the Lord. The world has mocked God 4 far too long & now they will see the vengeance of the Lord. All injustice & wickedness will fall back upon them. Look for a shaking between mid January to March. They will meet their maker. (From Bo) from Manuel  2) 2022 will be a very bad year for a president Biden.  The administration l will try to bring back “fear & control” but God says that it will fail. 3) 2022 will be so much favor for the Christians. God’s people will be processing a lot of land. There will be a transfer of wealth. Many of God’s people will possess spiritual health & wealth. The currency & the bitcoin will drop. It shall be the time to get in. Many shall become millionaires.God wants to bless His peop...

Psalm 66:16-19 NLT

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I have been keeping this tradition of filling out my prayer cards every December.  I'm blown away by God's faithfulness to my answered prayers! One of my 1st impossible prayer request was for Alice, my sister, to come back to the Lord, after many years of backsliding.  This year I witnessed my sister's return to the Lord & how tenderly He drew her back to Himself.  She died in His arms, after He first took her through her journey of forgiveness, restoration & reconciliation with her children & family. I am a blessed woman to have such an awesome & faithful God. Psalm 66:16-19 “Come and listen, all you who fear God, and I will tell you what he did for me. For I cried out to him for help, praising him as I spoke. If I had not confessed the sin in my heart, the Lord would not have listened. But God did listen! He paid attention to my prayer”