Job Leon

This week was a week of reflection, old childhood memories, lots of tears and shared some laughter with our memories of Cesar. Everyone has the same message about this young man. Polite, kind and cared much for those whose path crossed his. Overall, this man loved all sports and lived his life the way he thought was best. Cesar was remembered by many family members and friends as a kind and funny soul. I still have a hard time understanding why he wanted to be alone while dealing with his illness (heart failure, diagnosed in 2019).  But I had to learn, how we all have the ability to make choices and people will not always understand or like the decisions we make. At the end of the day, it is our choice and people (like me) need to accept it. We aren't asked to like it nor to understand it, but to respect it. Little brother, I love you and still do not like the way we had to end our days here on earth. But I do respect you for making YOUR decision. We had fun arguing about everythin...

Wow, when the Holy Spirit is speaking it is needful to stop for a moment and listen to what He is saying to you. It is that wonderful still small voice that will fill your heart with joy, when you take stop and listen. We can chose to let God’s Word get away from us at that moment, only to later realize that you missed His wonderful blessing. I did just that!  I robbed myself of having the opportunity to share one last time an “I Love You little brother” ….  God’s perfect delight was to give me peace & closure with my brother, Cesar.  I robbed myself of such a wonderful blessing.  I was too prideful, too busy and too fearful to heed God’s gracious blessing.  The bottom line is that God was calling me to reach out one more time to him, but I didn’t. Cesar left us on Thursday afternoon, October 13, 2022 in the stillness of his room.  I love you baby brother! I miss you ..  I find comfort in learning that you left us just as you designed it. You did ...

I’m sad today because I’m really missing my little sister .. she was my crazy half, my pain in the butt, but she was my sister. I can’t talk to her, I can’t laugh with her and this grieving pain today is natural & it’s normal. This feeling of loss makes me different from animals, from trees and from everything else that God created; because I can feel the pain of a loss loved one….  My crazy twin left this earth exactly seven (7) months ago today and the sadness is still within my heart. I miss the idea of calling her just to hear what crazy stuff she’s been up to.  I also learned today as I’m mourning her loss, and that is, that it’s OK to grieve … that it’s natural … there’s no time limit and also I have hope now, because she’s no longer struggling with her regrets, her shame & the pain of losing her children. She is no longer hurting herself and I have found the freedom to let her go. She has found rest, peace and healing at last.  Be well my little sister in t...

  Ola .. and may our hearts cry out to our God.  Reading Jeremiah & oh how close America is walking like Judah.  May God’s people continually pray for America to return to God, and then God will replace the current leaders with new leaders that have a heart for God. Will you please pray with us?   Jeremiah 3:14 - 15 “Return, O backsliding children,” says the Lord; “for I am married to you. I will take you, one from a city and two from a family, and I will bring you to Zion.  And I will give you shepherds according to My heart, who will feed you with knowledge and understanding”

  are you let down? feeling out of control? overwhelmed? feeling lost & frustrated? Jesus is asking, do you want to be made whole? Matthew 15:30-32 Then great multitudes came to Him, having with them the lame, blind, mute, maimed, and many others; and they laid them down at Jesus’ feet, and He healed them. So the multitude marveled when they saw the mute speaking, the maimed made whole, the lame walking, and the blind seeing

My dear Child, The hardest part is always coming to terms with the truth. In any situation & or in any circumstance. Relationships are difficult because it takes two hearts. God intended for a relationship to work as two think about the other over themselves. But since we’re humans, we only lookout for ourselves & our selfish ways, then we fall short of love and respect for one another. I am my own kind of person with a huge heart that honestly love people!  But addiction always came 1st … and that creates a lot of chaos, hurt, anger, shame & frustration for any relationship. I truly love you! You are my heart & soul … but addiction never allows its person to have two loves … addiction has to be #1. I carry alot of shame & regrets .. and addiction makes it easier for me to live. Once you get caught up in this whirlwind.. it’s not so easy to get out. I often wonder about getting clean, but I am so deep & far into it that I can not see myself c...

  After testing positive for COVID-19 last month, White followed in Rogan’s footsteps by taking a cocktail of doctor-prescribed medication, including combination of Ivermectin, Z-Pak, Prednisone, and monoclonal antibodies, along with an NAD and Vitamin C drip. Five days later, White declared himself COVID-free and thanked “Dr. Joe Rogan” for the supposed medical advice.